Saturday, July 14, 2007
wee!! its 14th july, 1032am here in sandusky. and in 12 more days my work stint will end and will be flying off to new york! =) time is really passing me by at such an amazing speed that it scares me sometimes! hahah.
loads of photos to update, loads of things to say.
hmm... and i really miss chinese food. seriously. yups. nothing beats eating rice. =)
alrighty! logging off soon. cya sooooooooon! =)
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10:32 PM
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Thursday, May 24, 2007
I m here I m here!!! Hahah. I m half the world away in Sandusky, Ohio. Well, it's been 8 days. =) So many things to say, and I don't know where to start!
Okayz. Let's see. The 11 hour plane ride from Taipei to Los Angeles was not too bad. We were served meals and after meal, they kind of switched off the plane lights so that we could go to sleep. I slept a little and by the time I woke up, they were serving breakfast already! Hahah. So it was like just sleeping, eating, watching movies, listening to their inflight radio and playing some games. Not too bad. Makes the flight more bearable. =)
Well, when we reached LA, it was kind of cold! Really! Like 50 something Fahrenheit. It was cold, especially when the wind blows. Hahah. So we went to another terminal to catch our flight to Cleveland. The domestic flight.. suck. Hmm. The plane was pretty small and there wasnt really anything to do.. except sleeping. Maybe it's coz it was a midnight flight, so we just slept throughout the flight. I think the 11 hours flight was more bearable than the domestic flight. =(
Hahah. Then after that, we took the train to Tower City Station, from there, we took a bus which brought us to the Cleveland greyhound bus terminal. At the Cleveland greyhound bus terminal, we took another 1 hour bus ride to Sandusky bus terminal and when we reached there, the Cedar Point van brought us to Cedar Point.
Did a lot of admin stuffs and we were really tired by the time we got back to our dorms. I stay in this dorm which is no where near hall 13. =( The room is pretty small and hs only 3 cupboards! So we had to share the third one. And there were 2 double decker beds. And did I mention that the room is really really really small. =( And it's darn expensive, cost us $32 per week. Well, what makes it so expensive was that the room has an aircon and a heater. So when it gets really warm, we coud turn on the air con at no extra charge. Well, I guess it would be good for us later when it gets warmer. We were considering if we should shift to the $16 housing when they open up later during summer.
Okayz. I got loads and loads and loads to say! Will blog again when I come to the lib the next time. And they have a usb connection here! Yayness! So i can upload my pictures! Double yayness! Hahah.
Till then...Tada! ~~~
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
=) flying off in about 14 hours' time, getting a little excited. hee...
Alrights, my luggage is packed and it is super filled with all my stuffs~~~ Brought 4 pairs of shoes, dozen sets of clothes and packets of maggie mee. Wahaha. Well, I did bring another sports bag so that I will be able to bring back all my barang barang. Hahah. I forsee that when I come back, my luggage would not be as neatly packed as it was when I fly over. Hahah...
Wanted to go to bed as early as possible but still charging my phone and I just had supper! Yums.. Burps burps.. =p
Alrights, bye world! Hopefully they have internet cafes readily available there and I shall update with pics next time!
Till then.. take care!!! =)
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11:27 PM
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Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Hee! I am back! Yes, it has been a while. =)
For the past 5 months, been busy with school stuffs yada-yada and having all the complains a typical student could have. But time files. It surely does. Survived all the quizzes, tests, deadlines, exams and now... its the hols!!!
2 sems down, 4 more to go before I officially enter the workforce. And guess what. When I went to the hairdresser today, she asked me... "Eh, you now sec wad ar?" Hahah. I guess I should be happy and glad that well... I look young!!! *Smile a silly grin* Hahah.
Anyhow, in 1 week's time, I will be off to Sandusky, Ohio! =) WHEET!
16th May! Flying from Singapore -> Taipei -> Los Angeles -> Cleveland! Hahah. Shing and Alson flew today and I went to send them off. Was chatting with them on msn just now and they were in Taipei! And it kind of suddenly dawned onto me that yea, I m leaving in a week's time! Hahah. Leaving this sunny island to half the world away. Sleeping when the people back home are preparing to go to work and waking up when people in Singapore are sleeping. I wonder if I will feel weird. Hahah. Disruption of the body's normal biological rhythms. Hahah. Jet lag?
Will be back on 4th Aug and that will mean spending about 11 weeks in US! Hahah. I forsee a super duper big hole in the pocket when I return. And school starts a few days after, and then, there we go again.
Read this somewhere and I love it :
You are stronger than you think,remember to stand tall.Every challenge in your life helps you to grow,Every problem you encounterstrenghtens your mind and your soul.Every trouble you overcome increases your understanding of life.When all your troubles weigh heavily on your shouldersremember that beneath the burdenyou can stand tall.Because you are never given more than you can handle and you are stronger than you think.Cheerios =)
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12:51 AM
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
HE ROCKS.
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/arronbubestWas reading his entries and i think he sounded quite depressed... Hahah.. But it makes sense somehow.. Things that you won't normally think about.. Influencing me into an emo mood...
Hahah.. Somehow, things change. I accept that fact ALREADY. =)
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3:43 PM
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
Doris Day - Que Sera Sera
When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother,
what will I be
Will I be pretty,
will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will beThe future's not ours, to seeQue Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.When I was young,
I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will beThe future's not ours, to seeQue Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will beThe future's not ours, to seeQue Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.Is it me or is it you?
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12:28 AM
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
heez.. yupz! me am nineteen already!!! =) well.. to be exact, its been 12 days since i m nineteen...
went to malaysia for a climbing trip on 4th and spent my bdae there. =) not the first time spending it overseas though. the first time was, i think, 2 years back. went taiwan for the immersion program and my bdae fell on the day before we depart back to s'pore. and i remembered we had to put up a performance on that day when we had our farewell dinner. an indian dance, to be exact. hahah... hiliarious but nonetheless, quite fun. =)
i think sometime later... if i m free and not feeling so lazy... shall blog about my taiwan trip 2 years back.. hee... memories are quite fresh though... =)
well... it's been a memorable bdae celebration this year. hee... the climbers on the trip kinda surprised me with the surprise celebration.
hee... they kinda gave me a small slice of "cake" during the dinner at fish n co and told me that they were on a budget, hence that little slice and no gifts. well... at that point i was kinda glad that at least they sang me a bdae song and wasnt expecting anything more.
when we got back to the hotel, after bathing, was about to fall asleep reading the comic book when seok hui and jie ying, my roomies for the trip, asked if i wanted to refill water. went down with them and when we came back, seok told me to switch on the lights and viola! the rest of the climbers were inside the room with the cake. and gave me a present, which was a small little bag that i saw during the trip and had wanted to buy but didnt. =)
and then they started telling me how they plan this surprise... right down to the teeny weeny details and how the plan changed once and again... like how... the refilling water part was part of the plan and how they had wanted to celebrate it in fish n co... but it was on the eve and they didnt want... so... was very very touched at that moment! thanks guys!!! =)
hmm... and of coz... not forgetting... celebrating it with ph they all la!!! =)
went to sentosa on fri with my tut grp mates, the day after i came back from m'sia. and then went to meet ph they all for kbox.
and when i went back to the room from the toilet... they had a cake for me! well... at that moment... it didnt register to me that the kbox was to celebrate my bdae! i thought it was just a gathering coz it had been a long time since we had one. hahah... seriously, this came as a surprise! and i remembered they did it the previous year too! celebrated my bdae at kbox and had the cake for me too! thanks thanks!
aww... was super touched la... =)
(pardon the recurring use of the word surprise, because other than "surprise", yours truly cant think of any other word in this cold cold night)
waiting for my bro to come back from japan... hah... plane should have landed already... hurry up la... =)
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11:23 PM
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Monday, December 04, 2006
all righty!
i m back. =)
well.. the past few months had been... busy... i think that's the most apt description i could think of right now. presentations and exams. came and before i even know wads happening... whoosh... they were all over. left with an ambiguous feeling of how well i did. much as i hate feeling this way. anyhow. had my fair share of fun and stressful times. wasnt all that dreary though. one sem down. 5 more to go. that's in 2 and a half year's time. wheet...
hee... 1 more sem, thats abt 5 more months... 16th may and ... OHIO!!! here i come! the other part of the world. strange faces, unfamiliar places. a whole new experience. =)
okayz. i dun like it when people raise their voices. you don't have to do that to get your message across you know. just tell it to me nicely. so wad if you are having your own problems. it doesnt warrant this kind of treatment. makes me feel as though i m not appreciated.
hmm.. leaving for m'sia in 9 hrs' time. bag is half packed. missing a few essentials here and there. no sense of urgency at all. haha... oh well.. i learnt. things will turn out fine eventually. no worries.
ICE MILO DINOSAUR ROCKS! =)
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12:14 PM
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
can you... lend me your shoulders?
i wanna cry...
this very moment...
='(
am so upset.
and i dun wanna talk abt it.
be there and you don't have to say anything.
coz that's when words become noise.
can i cry in your presence?
will that be weakness in your eyes?
let the tears flow.
let me smile again.
i dont know what to do now.
can i not do anything.
pretend you didnt see.
pretend you didnt hear.
will you just pretend?
*the biological clock is all screwed up*
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11:14 PM
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Wheet...
=)
Today's like the 6th week of school already and in 2 weeks' time... we will have a one week break and after that... projects, dealines, assignments, quizzes, tests will be all that we are gonna talk about...
Fast eh...
Slowly... i m adapting... Hostel life = independence and discipline... lots of it.. Hahah... Not waking up to a hearty breakfast which includes *hot milo* needs some getting used to... =( Meals are skipped sometimes... Hahah... Oh well... It's like... i m always hungry at the wrong times... Hahah... =p
Love my neighbours! Hahah... Rocks la... We just do crazy things together... Like how... After the dnd last last sat... we went kbox from 2am till 6am... and the thing is... after that... we went for amazing wheel chair race from 7am-5pm! Hahah... So it's like we kinda didnt sleep 30 plus hours... When we reached our rooms after the amazing race... bathed and instantly knocked out... Hahah... Then... we woke up to celebrate Amanda's bdae at 12!!! =)
Oh yar... Went to watch devil wears prada with them last tues night... Hahah... Happily sneaking out to watch movie instead of doing tutorials... =p
Lalalaaa... Happy happy happy... =)
It's difficult... It's tough... Not having you around when i need you most... But we are both trying to make it work... And make it work, we will.
I m soooo proud of you.
Grins =)
Oh Baby... All my candy kisses i give them to you... =)
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7:43 PM
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
time flies...
really...
this week seems to pass by in a blur...
how how how...
everything is happening at an accelerated speed...
scares me a little...
what will u do if i cry?
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12:06 AM
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
heez... blogging after super long period...
transition...
coping and adapting to new environment, new system...
loads of stuffs to do...
one of many cases of 'too many things, too little time'...
the lifestyle of sleeping at 2 and waking up at 730...
and yet...
not falling sick...
heez...
Miss Ya~ Because I Am
Your Girl.
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10:42 PM
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Monday, July 10, 2006
Alrighty!~~~ Me am off to thailand for the next few days~~~
Lalalaaa~~~
Short getaway.
Momentarily escape.
Bye, world!
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9:04 PM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
cutie pie, cutie pie, cutie piesss~~~
lalalaaa...
me am soooooo happy~~~
hahaha...
ahhh~~~
such sweet innocence...
think only ph knows what i m talking abt at this moment...
well...
unless we have telepathy...
haa!!!
nah...
me am a little ger...
his little ger...
*wide grinsss*
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9:50 PM
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Friday, July 07, 2006
sigh.
fear of the unknown.
How can i face my fears.When you are not here. With me.By my side.sigh.
sobs sobs sobsss.
='(
it's tough.
my special someone.
make me smile.
make me laugh.
from the bottom of my heart.
like you always do.
will you?
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11:45 PM
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
seesh man...
am leaving for thailand next tues and my passport isnt even ready yet. i think i m supposed to receive this pink thingy from them to notify me to go collect the passport. seesh... but they never send me!!! arghhhh... they better not tell me to go retake my photo. darn irritating.
oh wells... considering the fact that i needa wait four working days before i m able to collect my passport... counting tml, fri, mon and then tues... there's some hope that i will be able to successfully fly off right? RIGHT... geez...
me refused to be stuck on this tiny little dot!!! arghhh...
NO. me am not waiting for them to send me that pink thing. it's an emergency!!! me shall personally (not like i have a lookalike to spare me the trouble =x) head down to that place AND DEMAND THEY GIVE ME A PASSPORT SO I CAN GO BANGKOK!!! ... to shop... heez... >_<
sigh...
someone told me this before. we spend alot of our time, waiting. yea. waiting. waiting. waiting. my thoughts are totally incoherent now. so there's no use elaborating on the "waiting" thing. what appears in the next few lines, if i do attempt to elaborate, will probably be rubbish. nah. next time when i feel like it. too many things on my mind now. i cant think.
I - M - SO - SCREWED~~~
lalalaaa~~~
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10:55 PM
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
me am so bored.
me decides to blog.
me wanna change blogskin.
but me lazy lazy lazy leh.
wad if my tag board disappear again.
-_-
oh well...
a month plus to start of school.
the angel in me can't wait.
heez.
but me dun wanna wake up at 8 (or earlier) in the morning.
sigh.
me need my beauty sleep.
-_-
sleep. sleep. sleep.
yea.
oh.
man.
someday i might just get tired from sleeping too much.
hahah.
hope it comes soon.
tada~
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12:00 AM
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Monday, June 26, 2006
my boyboy's going brunei in 5 hours time.
sob sob sobsss...
10 days...
='(
nvm.
i will survive.
heez...
take care loads!
情人节每天都过=)
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6:59 PM
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
wheeeeee~~~
heheh... went tanning with viv on wed... and we sat on swings~~~
muahahaha~~~
so long nv sit liao sit until we didnt wanna move our butts away... =p
got a tan!!! but wasnt wad viv wanted ---> "golden" though...
hahah!!!
our hps!!!
guess who has which colour~~~
no prizes for the correct answer though...
muahahah~~~
plus... notice the little flower!!!
me am a happy ger...
cherrios~~~
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11:37 PM
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12:06 AM
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
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11:59 PM
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11:59 PM
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Monday, June 19, 2006
sometimes.
i just dun understand how the human brain works.
nobody forces anyone to do anything in this world.
period.
if u make a certain decision.
stick by it.
and to me, making another person guilty of what they had not done.
seems so childish and immature.
its simple and easy.
to push all the blame to someone else.
but its not fair to that someone else.
he deserves better.
okayz. i m just ranting off. felt that i have to say something. i seriously, very seriously. dun understand. someone. enlighten me please.
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11:28 PM
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
暧昧暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你
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6:02 PM
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Thursday, June 15, 2006
sucks. feeling so paranoid now. sucks la. arghhh...
sucks. why m i so affected by you. like. hell. why m i feeling the way i m feeling right now. i think i m having mood swings. like. right now. arghhh...
the insignificant third party.
its been years. but. still...
poor me. poor poor me. sob sob sob... but i m just me. i dun wanna be someone else. that isnt me.
trust. its such a powerful word.
the love. isnt worth. the pain.
everything used to be done for me. all i have to do is shake legs and wait for things to happen... hahah... spoilt brat. thats me. so what.
now, i feel like i m on my own. handling things all by myself. but. slowly, surely, i m learning something. that's something good. isnt it...
I’ll spread my wingsAnd I’ll learn how to flyI’ll do what it takesTill I touch the skyAnd I’ll make a wish, take a chance, make a changeAnd break awayas i come to an end... i think i feel much better already. there you have it. you got me on a bad day.
p.s: thanks ph... for letting me flood your sms inbox these few days with those super silly smses... =)
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1:32 PM
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
now i fully understand why people always say exercise generates happy endorphins.
i feel happy
NOW.
5k used to be done without battling an eyelid. 5 pull-ups used to be done when i peaked.
only today then i realised around the reservoir its only 4.3 k. i thought it was 5 all along... -__-
the punishing part was at the 3 - 3.5 part where the world seems to be spinning and the gravel path, never-ending.
after that i have no idea why but it seems so much easier to carry on.
maybe because i saw my destination. my end-point.
ha. running.. nah... make it jogging... hahah... in the middle of the day... when the scorching sun is at its hottest. makes me feel... alive.
well... it did helped that there was another guy (i wonder if he's undergoing depression or something) who ran past me... he stopped a few metres in front... so the thought of overtaking him keeps me going... hahah... plus the fact that he was... barebodied... heez... =p
i rather choose quality over quantity.
it was a race. against me, myself and i.
i ended the race. in grace.
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4:48 PM
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
firstly...
KWOK PEI HUI~~~ HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!heez... happy bdae my beloved mummy~~~ wheeeeeeeeee~~~ may all your wishes ummz... come true~~~~**winks** muahahaha!!! *wish upon a star* =D
anywayz... celebrated ph's bdae at kbox on sat... damn fun coz we kept teasing jcp and her.... ph... can i post the scandalous pic up please??? pretty pretty please??? ke yi ma??? hahah~~~ yw recorded some of the songs that we ... sang... ummmz... make it screamed... hahah... ahhh... wanna hear it soon... heez... but i especially like the "ni na me ai ta"... very comical... wahahah~~~ hmmz... next time should like... use video cam to record all the actions and post it on youtube!!! hahah~~~ =p
ohhhh!!! some days ago... i realised that he is freaking talented can... not only does he knows how to play the drums, he knows how to play the keyboard plus guitar too~~~ oh my... i m melting... and stuck in front of the com, re-playing the video again and again... best of all... i get to watch him perform live!!! hahah...
presenting to you... the drummer frm mlb!!! =)
so on sun... went with ph to watch superband!!! thanks dude... for the tics... love ya~ =) we reached mediacorp at ard 615 and thats when the queue started moving la... so we didnt realli hafta queue for a very long time... plus... we saw ph's fren... kit!!! which means... yupz... we kinda cut queue la... hahah... nice performance by mlb!!! so cute plus so shy... i m like... totally mesmerized can... haha~~~
*cheerios* =)
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11:13 AM
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
bored. bored. bored.
my bro's turning 21 in... 1 mth plus 20 odd days... hmmz... thinking of making a special present for him.
but. my creative juices arent flowing.
furthermore. he told me to "grow up" and "shut up" more often than i like it.
besides. he fights with me to use the com. ok. make it HIS com.
also. he takes my things and NEVER EVER returns them.
then again. he gives in to me when i
teh him.
and. he always manages to answer my questions.
plus. he's funny. like SUPER funny. makes me smile. heez~
muahahahah...
some say he looks 18. and i look older than him. right. kiddo.
muahahahah...
I love him still.
Deep down i know he loves me too.
=D
Awwwwwwwwwwwww...
bored. bored. bored.
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2:43 PM
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我不要因为你的快乐而感到开心
也不想因为你的不快乐而感到难过
不要管我 我很不爽我自己
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9:35 AM
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Monday, June 05, 2006
Wheeeee~~~~Hahah... Wad an eventful weekend~~~
Kena dragged by ph to cheng ling's autograph session yesterday. Hahah. So early can~~~ Was like half asleep when i walked to the bus stop. Anywayz, yq and jcp came to join us like abt 11 plus. And oh! I didn't know you can make friends while queueing~~~ Hahah... We were led in to the atrium at about 12 plus when they started the "long hu bang". There were barricades around us and we kinda felt like exhibits (or maybe its just me)... The real agony started when all of us stood up, eagerly waiting for her arrival, but she was like nowhere to be seen la... In the end she appeared at like wad 330... half an hour past her scheduled time. Big shot~~~ Okayz... I am not her fanatic fan, but thought she really very pretty. Her makeup was darn thick but i like the colour of her hair!!! Hahah... Plus she got a tiara as her birthday present. Hahah... Nice nice...
爱 会躲在哪里 就像玩猜谜语 可爱又神秘彩虹 笑得好开心 像爱的鼓励 鼓励我们要在一起或许我们都不懂 什么才是爱情 我只想跟着感觉前进
i will run run run to you and run run run to you
自然而然想你 自然而然最甜蜜
i will run run run to you and run run run to you
自然而然靠近 想自然而然慢慢爱上你
我 该躲在哪里 你用照相机 拍下我害羞的表情
看天空 蓝得好美丽 像我的心情 不想任何感觉都太着急
或许我们都不懂 什么才是爱情 我只想跟着感觉前进
期待有什么发生 要找到对的人 让幸福就此产生 比童话快乐
或许现实中 没有王子公主 不过这就是我们的第一步
i will run run run to you and run run run to you
自然而然想你 自然而然最甜蜜i will run run run to you and run run run to you
自然而然想你 自然而然在一起
i will run run run to you and run run run to you
自然而然等你 自然而然的爱情
i will run run run to you and run run run to you
自然而然靠近 想自然而然慢慢爱上你 我的你Sometimes when u place me beside them, my inferior complex sets in. I know comparison is inevitable but it hurts sometimes. Make it all the time. Starting to realise the imperfections in me. Sigh. Maybe it's all a facade. A tough front. I can't measure up to who u think I am. I am just me. =)
I cannot cry Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes. I’m forced to fake A smile, a laugh, every day of my life. My heart can’t possibly break When it wasn’t even whole to start with. I watched you die, I heard you cry every night in your sleep. I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing.
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11:12 PM
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Monday, May 29, 2006
It's been quite a while since i last updated. Quite a while. Not very busy. Just a bit lazy to blog.
Ohhhhh~~~ Yea. Did I mention Yen Roo came to stay over with me last last wed-sat? heez... It's been 2 mths since i last saw her. That day i rmbed going down to fetch her with sr and both of them coming over to my house. Hmmz... Went shopping with her on fri and man, was it tiring... hahah... And took neoprints with her, it was damn funny coz we had unlimited time decorating but suddenly the counter starts ticking away... Hahah... And... OHHHHH... we tried breaking da vinci code... hahah!!! *smiles* =)
*will post the neoprints up when i manage to ummz... load it up to the com...*
hmmz... so last sat went to watch xmen... the movie rocks la... initially was quite skeptical coz... i dunno also... hahah...
but after watching it movie... felt that it was quite interesting... ICEMAN VS PYRO!!! hahah... ICEMAN rocks~~~ *smiles* hmmz... met ph first to buy the tics then the guys yq, jcp, jc, andrew came. caryn, rl and rl's fren met us later. then wanted to go to boat quay to have dinner... but... ummz... after much PERSUASION... we went orchard to have pepper lunch. hmmz... the guys wanted to go drink but in the end all of us went home... my 护花使者... =) hmmz... next time la... next time then we go chimes kk... =)OH yar~~~ ph wans me to go with her to see cheng ling~~~ hahah... i kinda
保持沉默 but she took my slience as consent!!! hahah... ehz... u have jcp with u already then still drag me and yq be... ummz... "lightbulb"s... HAHAHA =p got incentives not... if not no motivation to go leh... *hint hint hint* =D
OH YaR YaR~~~ Hahah... The finale of this entry is dedicated to.......... *drumroll please* Mr. CYQ~~~ Hahah... Thanks a million dude!!! You are now granted 3 wishes by the fairy godmother. State your wishes and *waves wand in hand* **poof** she will make it happen. *grins* =)
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
so cuteeeeeeeeee...~~~
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geraldine, sirong, resa~
geraldine... our lunchtime khaki! great having her ard~~~ =)
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us at kbox on fri~~~~ wheeeeeeee!!!!! =)
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
yay!!! i changed my blogskin and finally... i m able to view my own blog... -_-
anywayz... wadever happened to my tagboard??? "insert taggie board"? ummz... means wad? i thought i always had a tagboard? and wadever happened to my archives? haizzz... YQ!!! heeeeelllppppp!!! darn...
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Friday, May 12, 2006
right. stupid blogger.com thought my blog was a spam blog and they locked it. therefore, i had to seek the advice of an enlightened person (he happened to be yq) who helped me send some stupid error report to the equally stupid (or maybe even stupid-er if there's such a word) blogger.com. so when resa logs into blogger.com like right now, a few days after, bingo! she finally manages to blog~~~
but then again, resa still could not view her own blog!!! wad the hell... seriously. whenever she opens the browser for her blog, there will be this irriating sign which says something like 'click to run an activex control on this webpage'. and its either you click the "X" thing that closes it or you click the "OK" button. and either way, an internet explorer thing will pop up and even if you click "send" or "don't send" the whole browser will just disappear. right. so much for being able to choose. -_-
anywayz... can't really remember the events that happened the past few weeks. no. i so do not believe that it is a sign of ageing. anywayz. was just work. home. tv. sleep. on weekdays and going out with 2.2 peeps on weekends. ohhh... we went cycling last sat!!! hahah... very enjoyable~~~ and ya... i feel healthy!!! hahah...
hmmz... maybe i should learn to say no.... hahah... "nonononono" resa shakes head and starts grinning to herself. hahah... anywayz... i like to see pple's reaction whenever i disturb them with cheng ling's songs!!!! so fun!!!! hahahah...
oh yar... before i forget... yesterday night had dinner with ph, yq and yw and we spent abt 2-3 hrs sitting in subway and chatting away. gosh. hahah... just chatting away... so nice. =)
looking forward to kboxing later!!! with sr, nad and rach~~~ wheeeeeeeee and also to tml morning's plan. ms greentea aka ms nameless now... pls do not let me find you sitting in mac eating breakfast... or... i will drag u out and ... hahaha....
i m so going to train!!! gambate!!! =)
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
非常 SUPERBAND!!!hahah... its good to have friends who blog!!! nad basically blogged all about our superband experience so visit her site to find out more!!! =p
anywayz i just found the "aunties" episode damn hilarious... it was like... right... welcome to the bitchy-ness of showbiz~ hahaha
and i think i m kinda brainwashed... i think i m turing into an alfred fan... damn... hahah... but he's darn cute!!! the rest in soul abit the cmi... hahah... gotta thank his dad for giving us a lift in his sports car... felt kinda 'special'... hahah... esp the part when we walked past the reception and there were like fans waiting for them...and hey! we got a lift! hahah... =p
thanks nad! for the tic and sr too! for letting me go since there were only 2 tics... look forward to soul entering top 10... hahah...
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Sunday, April 09, 2006
informal class photo~~~~ =p
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class photo~~~ hahaha
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
sometimes, i snap.
got quite irritated with a taxpayer and kinda let it show.
asked too many questions.
talked too much.
hell
just accept it.
big deal.
no. not like that all the time.
sorry. just not at the right time.
有时候听久了，是会累的。things done my way.
sometimes, i wonder.
when u have an answer to the question
why bother asking in the first place.
a daily thought.
a silent tear.
affirmation. validation. and then comes obligation.
过敏魔力曾灰心以为 我来错了世界 太多想法很另类 找不到人了解
当我说的感觉 牵动著你的脸 互动的泪 让我们变得特别
你是我的魔力 想要勇敢就想你 一眨眼睛 把不如意 都变成流星
你是我的魔力 心情不好我就想你 删除忧郁 复制甜蜜 笑容不结冰 与其被他恨， 弄他哭， 我宁可站在一旁看他笑。pardon me for my absurd thinking and ridiculous questions.
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fri night watched movie with yq, sat night spent lookin at "stars" at ecp with ph, yw, yq, rl, jc, jcp, andrew...
i had to work a full day on sat!!! full day leh... haiz... but 'escaped' at 5 to meet ph and yw... rl drove us to ecp with yq being the navigator, complete with the street directory in hand. hahah... well... after the "two aunties" incident some years back, they decided they could not trust me on directions... but not my fault also leh! rl was the one who suggested loh! hahah... anywayz... yq was just slightly tiny weeny little bit better than me in directions... hahahah... bleah... =p rl drove us home and yea... got home in one piece... hahah... thanks dude!
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
Went out with ph, mandia, yw, yq, jc, jcp, andrew yesterday to marina square. kboxed till 7.... mandia is seriously funny... she knows the hokkien song "yi bai wan"!!! hahaha. and her pronounciation was like superb!!! =)
after kbox, we went to fountain of wealth to take a look at the superbands... anywayz... saw this group dancing with a lead dancer who was like quite shuai (okayz, i admit i was standing like super far away and i couldnt really see cleary) but still... he had great dance moves!!! me, yw and ph were like.... this group rocks la... in the end... the lead dancer turned out to be niu nai.... hahah.... yq was suggesting we form MOCHI... hahah =)
on the train back home, we started discussing about our memories in sec 1 and 2... hahah... this is like... gonna be the 7th year we know each other, for some, even longer coz they knew each other way back in pri sch. anywayz... had so much fun reminiscing abt the good old times. =)
yea... like all others, we do have our fair share of ups and downs, cliques and stuff but at the end of the day, you know when you need them, they will be around. =)
Westlife's "queen of my heart"
I will always look back as I walk away, Cause memories will last for eternity.
And all of our tears will be lost in the rain, When I find my way back to your arms again.
这样做
应该是在保护自己
还是在保护你
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I am back to blog!!! =) Okayz... This blog's gonna be about the msia trip... which was like wad... quite long agooooooooo.... Hahah...
Travelled to msia with ys and viv three mondays ago (felt like it was only yesterday that we went....) and when we reached... yen roo's still working. Me and viv kinda walked to times square from the bus station... it was a miracle we didnt melt under the hot sun. Anywayz... melvyn came to meet us at times square, ate dinner, shopped around and on the way after picking yen roo up from work, her dad came to fetch us home. =)
Yr's off the following day and we went to midvalley and petaling street to... u guessed it... shop. Hahah... petaling street is really a place for cheap bargains. =) walked past swiss inn... brought back so much memories... ohhh... bak kut teh at petaling street rocks. hahah.
Went to sunway lagoon on thurs!!! Screammmmmmmmmmm.... Hahah.... the roller coaster ride was like the onli nice ride around... for the very simple reason... they dun need a minimum number of people to operate. For the other rides like the pirate ship and the 360 degree cage like ride, we kinda had to wait for people to come. And since it was neither a school holiday nor a weekend... i bet there was like fewer than 50 people in the theme park. We kinda met the same few groups everywhere we went. A sense of accomplishment after finishing the rides. =) Off to sunway pyramid and one utama to... shop... in the later part of the day. =)
Food in msia rocks!!! we ate at kenny roger's, secret recipe, fish and co.... hahah... and had my a & w float... "xing fu de gang jue" =)
Bade farewell to yr and melvyn (on thurs night) and took the morning coach home. To singapore. =)
Okayz.... Here's like a
BIG THANK YOU!!! to... applause please...
YEN ROO and
MELVYN !!! and of coz... not forgetting their
families!!! Thanks gal... for bringing us around though i know u werent really feeling well... And it was really nice chatting with u the other night... Well... i always enjoy chatting with you... Dunnoe why... =) Thanks dude... for carrying our luggage for us... though its a "guy's thing" to do.... and for being so patient... shopping with us.... Hahah... You guys take care there!!! =)
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Friday, March 24, 2006
<<爱。无力>>
最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞变成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘
不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚
我只想对着天空轻轻的呼吸
寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里
在混乱中翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种爱的曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少的无声哭泣
不懂爱情我的心如此无力
Love me again
喜欢静静靠在你的胸膛
学你喝不加糖的 Latte
嫉妒吻在你脸上的雨点
爱你我永远不厌倦
习惯牵我左手走我右边
送你我买不起的项链
你的温柔让我彻底的沦陷
是我的全世界
Love Me Again & Again & Again
你的爱幸福我的每一天
Love Me Again 每一天多一点
直到永远
Love Me Again & Again & Again
浪漫的温度直达心里面
Love Me Again 每一天多一点
把我包围
爱是最自然的感觉
就像白云陪着蓝天 Uh Uh Yeah
爱是不顾一切守着一个人多少天多少年
都不变 那么绝对
Love Me Again & Again & Again
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
me and the bridge!!!
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the suspension bridge!!! the 'castle' at the end of the bridge! makes me feel like i was in some fairyland... anywayz... think this pic not taken by me... coz i dun have such good photography skills... hahah... thanks melvyn or viv~~~
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Friday, March 17, 2006
I conquered the ride!!! Hahah... That sense of Satisfaction!!! Woo hooo~~~~ Hahah
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this is the PIRATE SHIPPPPPPPP.... haha... and it goes 360 degrees too... the safety belts and everything are so tight!!! i was so scared that i might suffocate even before the ride starts... hahaha... then again... it really makes me feel very very very safe... but i still think that cage thing safer la... hahah
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off we go!!! hahah
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off we go!!! hahaha
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this ride was the one who needed 8 people for balancing... anywayz... we waited for another 6 more... in the end... we had like... 10 people sitting on the ride and then me and melvyn were like the only ones on the other side.. so much for balancing... and it goes 360 degrees. felt this was safer than the pirate ship coz its caged.... haha
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we bought tickets to enter the DRY theme park... apparently... we still got WET... like... very very WET... hahah
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act of seduction... hahaha
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melvyn and his twin...
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the ROLLER COASTER... yea... the other rides were either a) not enough pple for 'balancing' or b) under maintenance
therefore... we sat on the ROLLER COASTER... like wad... 5 times? we tried sitting at the front and the back and the staff was like abit sian also... keep seeing us... hahah
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
this was pur very first ride! haha... warm up... for the ROLLER COASTER... anywayz.. they didnt allow cameras ... but heck... hahah... sit this ride dun take pics a bit the not right.. hahaha
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this was pur very first ride! haha... warm up... for the ROLLER COASTER... anywayz.. they didnt allow cameras ... but heck... hahah... sit this ride dun take pics a bit the not right.. hahaha
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sunway lagoon!!! screammmmm~~~~ haha
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sunway lagoon!!! screammmmm~~~~ haha
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on the train... with nice seats.. just so fascinated by it... hahaha
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dinner at petaling street... bak kut teh rocks la...
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melvyn and viv on the train with nice seats =)
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11:37 PM
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train ticket from segambut (yen roo's hse) to midvalley (shoppin mall)...
wonder what will happen if pple lose their tic or sthing...
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nails~~~
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viv and me at kenny roger's!!!
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me and viv at kenny roger's!!!
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
Yat Sau's living with me till tues and then we will leave for kl. There... will be staying at yen roo's aunt's house till fri... and hopefully... ys and yr( if she's able to take leave) can come back with us!!! Yea... Quite excited... Can't wait... Hope nothing goes wrong till tues... Then we can have our long-planned trip = shopping !!!
Ha. I wonder if it's good to feel... indifferent. Yupz. To so many things i have in mind...
Ha. I love my family. Love that comes deep from the heart. Love that makes me willing to go the extra mile for them. (Well... I did help my bro buy batteries for his mouse... And that means... walking to the nearest mama shop under the scorching sun... Well... That means a lot you know... =P) Hahah... Well... I just realised that when he's anxious (aka kan cheong)... i m anxious (aka kan cheong) too. Then... i will think how to make him less anxious (aka kan cheong)... It affects me. Well... I like it when he listens to what i m saying (and when he's not... i will demand his attention and make him guilty if he's not giving me his fullest attention =P). I feel important. Ha.
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Monday, February 27, 2006
There was this ang moh... Commented that i look like his fren's wife when he came to buy a drink. Well... the second time he came back... he was with his fren and his fren too said i look like her. I didn't quite know how to reply him so i juz told them to enjoy their drinks. And he said something like... "uncanny" and... "scary"...
Hahah. So interesting. Heard this story somewhere that there are 7 others on this face of earth who look and talk exactly like you. Hmmz... Will be really really interesting if i happen to meet the "her" that the ang moh was talking about... =)
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Sunday, February 26, 2006
So near yet so far.
Hahah. Saw him. But dun dare take pic with him. Shy leh... Face blushes... Heart races... Hahah...
Not here not there...
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
Love my life as it is now. No worries about work, no worries about studies, no worries about time. Hahah. Prime of my life. Cherish and treasure my freedom. Taste of freedom never felt so... sweet and so... real. Ok.. there are some things that might need time to plan and complete... like travelling... But I am not really complaining about the life I lead now. Bumming around, doing project-based assignments, freelancing, they call it and am liking it. =)
*Hope they shortlist me* =)
Till the time results are released, I am living my lfe and loving it. =)
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Went out with dfs peeps on fri and it was hilarious. Hahah. They were seriously funny. A trivial comment sparked off a huge debate peppered with incessant laughter. Hahah. Steamboat at marina bay sucks. Did not like the place. Went back to citylink, drank coffee and chatted all the way till 11. Amazing how, though all of us came from different schools and backgrounds, had so much to talk about. Hahah.
Watched campcraft com on sat, out to Old Airport Road with aunt and cousins and had dinner with yq.
NTU talk with viv. w. then met up with nad and diana. =) So long never see them le! Nice chatting with them~ Oh... Saw someone who looks like strawberrybut i didn't quite dare to doublecheck if it was really him. Paiseh ar...
Went kbox with denise and alvin on mon. And there was this really funny incident. It was supposed to end at 2 but me and denise didn't wanna leave even after "xiao pang" (this kbox guy) came in twice. Everytime "xiao pang" walked past, alvin would try to hide his face. Hahah. Then around 240, this guy with tie and jacket peeped ito our room, walked away and came in minutes later. He had dyed blonde hair so we didnt quite realise that he was the manager. Hahah. alvin was super paiseh but me and denise were laughing our heads off. Hahah. In the end, we kept asking the rest to join us for dinner and viv. w. came. =)
Returned uniform on tues and found out, after I left the place, that yuli is working there! Small world! =) If I knew I would have msged her la!!! Hahah.
Later doing ushering! Hahah... Hopefully get to see seok and synn.=)
Meeting ph later too!!! So excited!!! Cheerios!!! Wanted to meet the 2.2 gals but cannot leh coz got the ushering thing. Argh... So so so long nver see them liao...
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Monday, February 20, 2006
Learnt a lot last thursday. This guy told me that there are actually three different types of learners. Visual, auditory and kinesthetic learners. Well, kinesthetic learners learn through motion and so it was expected that they like to move around and have short attention spans. Haven't really been exposed to this kind of students so yar... think i learnt more from them than they from me. Haha.
Two kids were arguing really loudly and almost got into a fight. Teacher kept his cool. After everything...
Student to teacher: How come you not angry one?
Teacher: You guys are angry enough. Why should I be angry and make all of us angry?
Pondered over it and thought it made sense. Hahah. I wouldn't be able to do that. In the past, if someone exceeds my level of patience, I would snap. But thinking through his words, realised there's really no point in getting angry. It will only make more and more people angry and in the end... everyone becomes angry.
Ha. Smile and the whole world smiles with you. =)
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Monday, February 13, 2006
Guess what guess what???
2.2 peeps... remember mrs theresa tan? our sec 1 (or was it 2) science teacher? I saw her in the airport!!! Hahah...
Well... it so happened that there was this guy queueing at the other counter and since my counter was empty, i directed him to mine. He had two passports and i was doing the accumulation thing so i waited a while before keying in the next. And then... I saw the pic on the second passport and started thinking if it was mrs tan. Well... normally i don't look at people's passport pic... unless he's some drop dead gorgeous guy... then its another story altogether... oops... hahah. So, pointing to the pic, i asked the guy if she's a teacher. He chuckled and didn't reply me. For once i thought it was a case of mistaken identity. Then he waved for her to come over. And yes. It was her. =)
I doubt she recognise me coz she kept staring at my name tag and asked if i was theresa back then. Hahah... I had always been theresa. I dont expect her to remember me coz it has been 5 years since I last saw her and the teacher to student ratio in sec school is like wad... 1:120 (considering the fact that each class has 40 students and she might be teaching 3 classes at that time) Hahah... Cool eh...
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
Wanna go away for a long long time. To a place. Not far far away, but far enough. Comfortable distance.
Wanna do things which I always wanted to do. Not everyone will agree. Not everyone will understand. In fact, no one agrees. How very sad.
So many dreams. When will they materialise... Somehow... reality hits hard. It is just so different. And never easy.
Okayz resa. Go to sleep now. =p
Don't wanna be tied down by work commitment. After 15th I will be a free soul. Not that I have great complains about the place. It's just about responsiblities and about... well... commitment. Dad actually talked to me about work commitment when I was yakking away about working during the festive season. And ya... though what he said makes sense to me at that point ( i cant really rmb all that he said) it also made me more determined to... quit. I don't see myself sticking to this job for the rest of my hols. Sticking to any particular job, for the matter. I need to find one which i really love. ''You've got to find what you love''. (Wouldn't mind if it pays well... that will be a bouns... =p)
This article is truly... inspirational.
http://news-service.stanford.edu/news/2005/june15/jobs-061505
(ummz... yq is not here to help me make a link... haha)
"No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. "
Interesting eh...
Okay... So I get bored easily. Take it that i m not mature enough but I m not a commitment-kind of girl in the first place. Maybe my way of reasoning will change with time. I guess only Time will tell.
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10:49 PM
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So... today's a thursday. Right. I m getting all my days and dates mixed up. Was supposed to meet up with the the class on wed but guess what... I overslept. Really. Not kidding. Though we were supposed to meet at 2. In the afternoon. Did late flight on tues night and reached home at around 2.30 on wed morning. 2.30 am. Did I mention the fact that I do not quite like the hours? woke up at around 9 plus and slept again and woke up again at around 245pm. But I still felt like I could sleep for another 928374656 more hours. (okayz, its juz a ROUGH estimate)
Something's wrong with my biological clock. It is ticking away without my brain's consent. The brain doesn't register how much I had slept and how much more I should sleep. Hello, Mr Brain!!! YooHoo~~~
Well... my last day would be on the 15th. Hopefully... the THING won't be released till 22th... Fat hope, yes I know. If not then we can go back with yr on 17th or something...
Btw... I miss you guys!!!
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10:26 PM
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Mon night, went to "cheong kbox" with ph, yq, jcp, jc, andrew. And it was seriously expensive coz mon was a public hol. Doesn't even feel the least like it. Wanted to watch i not stupid too after that but apparently by the time we reached the ticketing booth, there was no "twelve" tickets left anymore. Which reminds me of the hilarious scenario. ph blogged about it too!!! =)
That guy thought we wanted "child" tickets and directed us to the man at the enterance. Me and ph were like... HUH? Hahah... And i think we repeated twice or thrice before he finally get it. Hmmz... Since when are there "child" tickets and why do we need them? Hahah =)
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10:09 PM
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Sunday, January 15, 2006
Damn it. You think I don't know you are lying? Dream on. I just dont wanna expose your lies. To save you from any embarrassment. Not like its worth my effort. Anywayz. Damn.
You wanna play? Bring it on.
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9:45 PM
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
Hahah... Really happy today!!! Coz... Yen roo called!!!!!!!!
Woohoo!!!! Hahah... Well... After playing with the POS machine, realised that i had 4 no number missed calls... Well... Found out that viv.w. had no number missed calls too! And then... at around 5 plus... phone started vibrating and blinking with the word "call"... Picked it up and this really familiar voice went... "theresa ar.... you know who am i?"...
That instant... i screamed and i believed there were numerous pairs of eyes casting those bewildered glaces at me. But, i screamed all the same. YEN ROO!!! hahah... miss u, babe. We will update you once we get our schedules kk!!! We will definitely go find you. Seriously. Sooooooo much to tell you. Soooooo much to say. =)
Don't worry about transport kk... Even if you know how to drive, i wouldn't dare be your passenger... Hahah... Just kidding!!! ;)
Take care, babe. Till the day i see you... miss ya LOADS.
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Things are not supposed to turn out the way the are now.
Sumimasen.
Energy's More than words
洗了脸我看着自己 似乎忘了一些什么事情
我把手轻轻放进蒸气里 哼起了自己的旋律
想起你我不禁在此时想起你
于是我做了一个深呼吸
闭上眼整理片段的回忆
原来我们真的那么相近
THAT’S MORE THAN A WORD 我和你(WITH MY HEART)
眼神总是胜过言语
那一种默契(I’LL BELIEVE)
连我自己都会觉得惊奇(THERE ARE SO MANY FEELINGS INSIDE OF ME)
THAT’S MORE THAN A WORD 我和你(IN MY LIFE)
总会有同一个表情
心中的决定(I’LL BELIEVE)
没有谁比我们更肯定 (说不定是一种心电感应)
蔚蓝的天灰色的云 生活总会出现一些对比
只要把思绪紧紧地纠在一起 有你在总会让我安心
我的肩膀借给你你的翅膀带我去
飞到梦想的新天地
这一次我一定牢牢抓紧向世界证明我们的勇气
如果可以 我愿意将你的泪连悲伤一起抹去WOULD YOU COME WITH ME
像自由的云带着你去飞行 OH BABY~
你还记得问过我什么东西(什么啦~)
一个很难懂的关系 什么叫做友情
我想远古时代一直至今
它是一种力量
存在世界各地 却不是每个人都懂得珍惜
嗯LET ME THINK ABOUT IT
就这么告诉你
两个字叫相信TRUST
只要跟着自己的心
让我带你带你试些莫宰的东西
只要天气放晴
在这里就能看到木星 完美的梦想地
别人都不能跟去 只有我只有你友谊坚持到底
爱的世界 世界的爱
HERE WE ARE ONE LOVE， PEACE
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10:12 PM
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Monday, January 02, 2006
How can I forget to blog about this???
Hahah... My bro drove me to work on... wed? (i think... can't really rmb) Hahah. I sat in the front seat and my pulse was racing at like... 150 beats per minute? I was feeling really really nervous... like I was the one driving. Think this is the second time he drove me, the first being really long ago when he had his driving license. Hahah. Overall, he was quite a steady driver lah. Just try not to race through the green light from a distance of 200m the next time. =)
David Tao's 飞机场的10.30
我以为走下去是一种默契
你却说你需要离开 需要一些空间呼吸
爱已无法回答所有的问题
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7:45 PM
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
Thinking back, it's actually quite amazing to be so close to the 2.2 peeps. Really amazing. coz normally will be closer to the upper and not lower sec classmates. Known each other (the very least) for 6 years? Think is the frequency. Always being able to make something funny out of a particular incident. And just being able to be laughed at without taking it to heart coz its always crap. Hahah. Comfortable being with them. There's like... no overnight grudges. No pretence. Pure fun and laughter. Can always share with them what I feel about certain issues and still not be judged. Really appreciate. Always there when I needed someone to talk to. Just being there was good enough. Yea. Resa realises she that she is very playful.
They understand. They never ask, they dont need to. They just know.
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9:15 PM
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And so... it's 2006!!! Wishing everyone a wonderful year ahead!!!
Let me try to recall what happened the past few days before I forget the nitty-gritty details.
Well... on fri, went Ikea with yq and realised that furnishing your home, or your room for the matter, is never simple. You will never be able to get the kind of neat, "showroom-style" room. Unless you start throwing away things that you had accumulated over the years. Sometimes I wonder why people keep those stuffs. Like, how often will people take them out to appreciate? And whenever the thought of discarding them flashes across the mind, the heart becomes a weakling and softens. At the very least, that was the case for me. And oh, according to yq, the lighting plays a part too. Anywayz. Have a feeling that my brain is working at a slower pace now than ever before. Intellectually challenged. It took us like 5 mins when possibly a 5 year old kid could have realised it in like 5 seconds. Right.
After that, went kbox with 2.2 peeps. And it suddenly dawned on me that the voices used for singing and talking are different. Alright. Not suddenly as in SUDDENLY. ( i m not THAT slow) But, yea. Just happened to realise.
Sat was my last day at work at the tea thing. After that, went to meet the 2.2 peeps for countdown. The journey there was... interesting. =) Well... and so I took 36 from my workplace and alighted at this bus stop NEAR marina square and not AT. Tiny little resa followed the crowd to god-knows-where whilst on the phone with ph trying to know where THEY were. Apparently, resa has NO IDEA where SHE was, so how is she gonna find them? So... she just "kept walking".
And there was just this one second when resa kinda wanna give up finding them, find a strategic spot, wait for 2006 and the fireworks to come. In the end, with vivid descriptions from yq "turn around" and saw that familiar face in the crowd. Quite relieved coz the crowd is madness. Seriously. It goes in 1 direction and there is NO WAY foryou to go AGAINST it. ph and rl went the other way to look for me. Heyz guys... very touched. THANK YOU!!! =) It was seriously a miracle that yq managed to find me (considering the fact that i dun even know where am i) and then, waited successfully for ph and rl and finally reunited with the group.
And after that, went back to the hotel room and played as*hole daidee in the wee hours of first day of 2006. =)
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7:49 PM
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Monday, December 26, 2005
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
Well... santa chose to believe that i had been a really nice girl and hence... i received loads of presents sent with love! Hahah...
One particular incident spoilt my festive mood when i was at work. Well... not like there was any festive mood there in the first place. Idiot. As*hole. Jerk. Drunkard. All right. These are the milder adjectives. I hate drunkards. Seriously. If you cant hold your drink or whatever they call it, then DONT DRINK. It's that simple. What's the point of drinking till you are completely drunk and start vomitting all over the place? It's no way to be the hero, dude. You just look like a complete fool to others. Like a total idiot. Go get a life. Anywayz.
As much as resa hates to admit it, she is no brave girl.
不够勇敢 + 很难做到那么潇洒， 应为我害怕。
永远究竟多么遥远， 为何我看不见？
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12:14 AM
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Friday, December 23, 2005
The chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe is really really nice. =)
(i thought the witch would be someone who looks horrendous... hmmz... its the stereotype huh... like when I was young, all the witches were ugly fugly looking creatures... I guess times had changed... Hahah. Right, ph?) Well... No. They never pay me to do publicity for them.
Love never fails... It conquers all. Heez. Go watch it. =)
Take my hand and hold it tight. You promise you will never let it go?
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12:02 PM
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Hmmz. Work was alright. Just a teeny weeny little bit tired. Well not physically tired but its just the environment. The whole ambiance. Hmmz. Like the tea house better coz people who goes in there are people who are genuinely interested. Haha. My first customer was a backpacker from Belgium. He's quite interesting and well we chatted on lots of stuff. Hahah. It's so different in the restaurant. Everyone's busy with the food. and. And. ANd. AND. We have to like of like compete with other drinks like beer and coconuts and what-nots. Like... huh... Anywayz...
Tomorrow's my off day!!! Yay!!! Can go k-boxing with ph they all!!! YAY!!! Hahah...
Sadly, have to work on xmas eve and day... Well... in other words, there goes my presents... But hey santa, I had been a good girl this year. Put me on your 'nice' list, ya!!! =)
Infernal Affairs: What goes around comes around. Think it's really true huh. (well, this links to my previous post) Was chatting with my mum and it suddenly occurred to me that its a hell lot of money. To me, at the very least. Well, not really suddenly. But, yea. You get the point.
mayday's 牙关 rocks.
如果你 爱过我 你不会就这样走 就这样 丢下我 和那些天真承诺
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10:56 AM
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Monday, December 19, 2005
It's been quite a while since i last blogged. Something's holding me back. From blogging what I really feel like. Walked off to my room after 15 mins of news. WTF. Go read your papers. You might know what i am thinking. Expect another round of backlash. Enough said about the whole episode. Peanuts. I think i will need to spend the rest of my life, make it the rest of my NEXT life, to be able to earn peanuts. This might not be gramatically correct. But, heck. HE DISGUST ME.
YUCK.
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11:00 PM
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
wad's with the white spots??? arghhhh. anywayz. will be posting more photos later. never use gold eyeshadow. realli. and i dun look pretty in photos taken with flash. hahah. hrmph. anywayz. had fun clubbing after that. yea.
i m of OFFICIAL CLUBBING AGE!!! Yea!!! =)
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12:16 PM
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yat sau. she rocks. S - E - X - Y is the word, man. she's going back to m'sia today. will miss her. definitely.
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12:14 PM
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kailin. H - O - T. hahah. =)
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12:13 PM
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12:13 PM
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kailin. H - O - T. hahah. =)
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12:11 PM
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soo hern. went clubbing after that and in sr's words... hes "permanently high". hahah... =)
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12:06 PM
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terence. my prom date last year. hahah. and my pw group mate. and my chuang wai kaki. hahah. =)
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11:59 AM
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wei che. luckily that time he havent paid for his tix. so i got him to replace me and stuff. its confusing. till now i still abit blur. hahah. anywayz. one of the few who can stand straight when takin photos with me. coz hes not tt tall too. hahah =)
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11:56 AM
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li ping. love her eyes. =)
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11:29 AM
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girl climbers = power !!! =)
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11:17 AM
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climbers unite!!!
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11:11 AM
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my hair!!! hahah... done by diana... thanks babe!!! some of my friends thought it looked like it was done by a stylist! =)
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11:08 AM
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heez... these are some of the photo frames which i painted!!! =)
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11:00 AM
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Monday, November 28, 2005
Alright. As promised. Feeling a little tired. Maybe not just a little, but very. Weird when u have all the time in the world. It's more like i m physically tired and not, well, mentally. Think its the mild sore throat. Or the freaking headache that won't go away. But it did went away for a while. Anywayz.
Was it on sat? Earned my first pay!!! Hahah. Helping bro paint photoframes. Well, not exactly helped coz i was paid. Hahah. 1 for 50cents. I helped him by lowering the rates. Hahah. Even though he said his friends did them for free. Anywayz. A mere $36 at the expense of destroying my nice long nails. Hahah. It's not even enough to pay for the bag that i wanted!!! Nevertheless, he said he was willing to top up... So... Hahah... :)
Went out with viv c. in the afternoon and i got my stuff. Poor her coz she didn't get what she wanted. And we walked from far east to ps. But she DID get to see her FUR. Hahah. And then before we left, we both had headaches. Really. I have no idea if its from all the walking but i do know that when i lift my head skywards, it hurts. The feeling totally sucked. Anywayz.
Was contemplating whether to go down to marina sq to meet the peeps. In the end, i went and met them at pool. Dinner was at pizza hut with sr, nad, diana, sheryl, viv w., mel, linus, jm. And after that, we walked all the way to orchard. Yupz. Not kidding. It was fun though. Just that the xmas-y feeling wasn't really there. Not yet. But enjoyed the conversation along the way. Cool. Anywayz.
Here i m blogging away. Feeling super drowsy and i bet this post is super incoherent. Never mind.
Be afraid not, girl. You are brave.
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10:55 PM
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hahah... finally managed to post pictures!!! okayz. thats me with sr and our almost identical bags. hahah.
going out with viv.c. later! btw, ph and viv, i sent my cv le!!! hahah... wish me luck kk...hope it doesn't get lost or wad... more tonight
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8:52 AM
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
yea. went kbox - ing (again, yes). but this time was with sr, rach, nad, mel, sh, jr, ter. Haha. Was really funny. With cao meng's songs and dunnoe-how-to-sing-anyhow-rap parts. Haha. Pity the guys though. =) Oh! Ter suggested chuang wai. Kinda surprised he knew that song. Haha. And then i thought of yq and our messed up duet. Nobody else kind of knew the song, so yea, we sang. It wasn't really that bad. Hahah.
Feeling totally wasted. Realised the later you sleep, the lesser you sleep. At least it was the case for me. Confessions of a workaholic. Finished a 250 piece jigsaw puzzle in a morning. Yea. Fast huh. A bit crazy. Sit there and just piece. See. This is what i meant by when i do something, everything else escapes me. Addicted to the thing that i do. Never mind.
Anywayz. Shifted my bed, wardrobe and studytable. In an afternoon. By myself. Yea. Kinda surprised. I was expecting me to give up halfway and just leave my wardrobe in my bro's room. Hahah. Coz have to shift it out first before i can shift my bed. Anywayz.
Can't stand it sometimes. You either tell me or you don't. And i don't care if you don't tell me. Don't 吊我的胃口 (if this is what you call it) I AM SO NOT FREAKING INTERESTED IN WHAT YOU DO. NOT IN THE LEAST BIT INTERESTED. You chose to tell me. I didn't ask.
抱歉，让我心跳加速的人不是你.
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12:20 AM
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Saturday, November 19, 2005
Alright!!! Hahah... My gosh. Can't stop grinning. Really. Mission accomplished. Now its time to do what I really really wanna do. Hahah. Yea.
Went kbox - ing with ph, mandia, yq, j.c., jc, rl, andrew. Hahah... Till like the time they shut... Which was like... hmmz... 2 plus. yea. but yesterdae can't sing lah. Hahah. Out of tune so many times. Spoil my own image. Hahah... Like I can sing on other days. Anywayz. That was not the point. The point is... Right. Never mind. There was no POINT per se in the first palce.
Oh. Have loads of plans for the following days. Yea. Can't wait.
Have 2 mountains of papers. Now my bed is available for sleeping and not as a substitute for my paper-saturated desk. Hmmz. Not too bad. At least I m progressing. Gonna clear my drawers tomorrow. And by wed, buy some paint and PAINT. Paint a sun, some clouds, some birds, some trees, an ocean, a dolphin, a person. Right. Bet it will be a disaster. But who cares. It is MY paradise.
Oh. Changed my hairstyle. Abit.
By the way, realised that its either resa has changed. Or u don't understand her at all. not even a little. Yea. That's sad. Coz its only been 2 years. Ha. And u were susposed to be her telepathy friend. Yah. Right from the beginning.
Oh Yar!!! Kudos to yq!!! For helping techno idiot ("i can't over-emphasise this")resa in getting her template and her tag box!!! Haha. Really. Thanks man!!!
Bu xiang lian ai, ying wei bu xiang bei ni ai.
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10:49 PM
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Thanks for knowing without asking. Ha. Oh yes. Love that smile on your face. =) I know that you knew when I saw you smile. Haha. Thanks. For your understanding. Oh. For enduring my wilfulness. It wasn't deliberate. It just came out wrong. I didn't realise I was being headstrong. Hmmz. How should I put it. Nah. Its too complicated. For your simple mind. (just kidding). Its natural. Get it? It really wasn't deliberate. I didn't even realise that. Really. I didn't expect it to turn out the way it did.
My girl, be brave.
Anywayz. I m gonna give my room a makeover. It will have a fresh coat of paint and loads of beautiful things. Paradise. My paradise.
A whole new world.
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8:34 PM
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Saturday, October 22, 2005
Argh. I m so insensitive. But i dont care. Heh. Too bad. Anywayz. Had a funny dream. As in not funny in a funny way, but funny in a werid way. Dreamt that you had a change of heart. Like whatever right. Not like i care. So insignificant you are to me, i wonder why i even dreamt of you. Ha.
Anywayz. I think i live in my own little world. I do my stuff and basically ignore everyone else. Ha. Good or bad? Or even... is it up to me to decide? Ha.
"We have taller buildings but shorter tempers, more degrees but less sense. more knowledge but less judgment, more experts yet more problems, talk too much love too seldom and hate too often.
Learnt how to make a living but not a life, cleaned up the air but polluted the soul. Spend more but have less, buy more but enjoy less."
Ha. I found this under a whole stack of papers. Amazing. Weird. Is He trying to tell me anything? What defines you as a person? Ha.
Anywayz. I think i love myself too much to even love you a little.
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11:22 AM
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Monday, October 17, 2005
Hmmz. If only my com has the chinese software, then i can blog some Chinese words. Ha. Need to wait for bro to come back. Or at least when he sees my sms. And what's the probability that he will reply, given that he is in some ulu ulu place? Let A be the event the he will reply, let B the event that he's in an ulu ulu place... Yada yada... You do the maths.
Anywayz. Was just thinking of this phrase "yi dan cuo guo, jiu nan yi cong lai"... Ha. Really. Sometimes, how i wish i can turn back time. Well. So the story goes.
Resa regrets her actions that day. Although its not really an important event, its significant. As in...She was really touched when she saw the effort. Really. All that was said was what Resa wanted to say. Seriously. Just that Resa can't recall all that had happened. Maybe there wasn't enough time. Maybe. Just maybe. And when she thought of what she did the other day, she regretted it instantly. She regretted not putting in enough effort. Really. All she was thinking the other day was to bring convenience to the other party. But apparently, the other party did remind her that she can take her time. Resa, being the stubborn Resa that she is, did not heed the advice. (Or maybe, Resa just don't understand the other party well enough) And so, resulting in Resa not putting in the effort that she would have otherwise. Hence, Resa is seriously regretting her actions and it is doing injustice to the other party.
That brings us back to the phrase "yi dan cuo guo, jiu nan yi cong lai". While it may be permanent, it is not important, hence there is no chance of Resa correcting her mistake.
I m sorry, friend. Dui bu qi.
**Alright! pumps hands into air. Ha. Just as i was about to click publish post, bro called! Ha. But quite a hassle, to use the chinese words thing, coz resa is a complete techno idiot. Anywayz... Here. 一旦错过， 就难以从来。
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7:36 PM
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
Hmmz. Love the pic so much. Ha. Think it gotta do with the smiles. :) And the hair. Haha. Though abit blur, but nice. Haha. Biased opinion. Anywayz.
Him eating alone. Nah. Will never have the courage to do that. Seriously. Like, never. Ha. Cool. Dashing megawatt smile. That confidence in him to be him. Not anyone else. Yea. It takes courage. That's the deal. The ability to make heads turn. That X-factor. Not a poser, not a fake. Ha. Anywayz.
Hmmz. Till now still don't know how to add a link to other people's blog. Ha. What a loser. Nah. No time to explore anywayz. So... Would anyone like to help me? Haha.
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7:06 PM
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Friday, October 07, 2005
Alright. Here goes nothing.
Hmmz. Ha. Just have the urge to blog. No particular reason. Nah. Resa does not do things with no reason. Ha. Whatever. Anyway.
Ha. Sometimes will wonder which is the real resa. Hate the resa who will blow up for no particular reason. Nah. Not totally without reason. Resa just does not like to be taken advantage of. When Resa is in a bad mood, she is not adorable and lovable. Ha.
Are you in control of your personality or is it in control of you?
... So much for a first post
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