Thursday, June 15, 2006
sucks. feeling so paranoid now. sucks la. arghhh...
sucks. why m i so affected by you. like. hell. why m i feeling the way i m feeling right now. i think i m having mood swings. like. right now. arghhh...
the insignificant third party.
its been years. but. still...
poor me. poor poor me. sob sob sob... but i m just me. i dun wanna be someone else. that isnt me.
trust. its such a powerful word.
the love. isnt worth. the pain.
everything used to be done for me. all i have to do is shake legs and wait for things to happen... hahah... spoilt brat. thats me. so what.
now, i feel like i m on my own. handling things all by myself. but. slowly, surely, i m learning something. that's something good. isnt it...
I’ll spread my wingsAnd I’ll learn how to flyI’ll do what it takesTill I touch the skyAnd I’ll make a wish, take a chance, make a changeAnd break awayas i come to an end... i think i feel much better already. there you have it. you got me on a bad day.
p.s: thanks ph... for letting me flood your sms inbox these few days with those super silly smses... =)
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